Ambitious

Assalamualaikum and hi everyone. :)
So, what's up? I hope everyone in the pink of health, Insyaallah.

So, as you know, next year i'll be sitting for PMR. "Next year? Hahahaha." That was my senior's expression when i said that i'm studying early in the morning and i said that i'll be sitting for pmr next year. -.- It seems to be normal for you but for me, hey what's you probs dude? PMR ain't easy for me.What's so funny about it. Okay, just forget about it. My senior always being like that to me. Budak U lah kan? Hmm.

Holidays are coming to the end. 3 weeks left. And i think about 1 or 2 weeks left for PMR result to be announce. Some says on 19th Dis and some says on the next day, 20th Dis. Entah! I don't really care about it. I bet Wawa's feeling now has totally mixed up. Anxious, excited, nervous and bla bla la. Well, for me, i'll just simply say "Rilek ah. Yang penting dah buat sebaik mungkin right? kalau ada rezeki straight A punya". Yet, for her, it's going to be the worst ever nightmare if she fail or not getting straight A's for her PMR. She keeps telling me what's going to happen if she fail it? She couldn't make it? Well, she is one of outstanding student and one of "pelajar harapan" in my school. Whatever happen, she must get straight A's! Seriously, i just can't imagine how will it be if i was in her shoes. Ahhhhh~ i just can't! I'm not that type of student that really hardworking, outstanding, bookworms etc.

Yes, everyone want to be a smart, brilliant and ambitious student. Same goes to me. My sister is like a role model to me. She is such a hardworking student. And yeah, she is so pandai too. I adore her attitude, her manner with teachers and friends, her behavior, everything! I just.............so envy with her!
I want to be like her. Getting straight A's in each exams. But i'm just an ordinary girl whose became so lazy when it comes to study stuffs. Haihh~ That was my major problem. Laziness is such a disease which for me it can't be help. Okay, stop with that negatives thought. Be positive dear self!

Everyone dreams to have a good life in the future. Yeah, no doubt. I mean good life in term of having a  big happy family, having a great job or maybe i should say to have a brighter future.Well, we have to be a successful and triumphant person to have it. Success is not as easy as kacang to achieve. But, it is possible for everyone to have it. And, everyone deserve to have it. H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K-I-NG and B-E-L-I-E-V-E in yourself is what you need. As for me, PMR is going to be my starting poing to achieve my dreams. I'll make sure there's no more games, Tvs, internet and stuffs like that next year. Books is going to be my new bestfriend. Yeah, it might sounds like a scary nightmare, but i told yaa, books is such a good companian. Trust me. It will be worth.









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