Alhamdulillah, Thanks Allah!
Assalamualaikum and peace be upon you.
Yes, Allah is the best listener ever, indeed. Today, i was totally blessed. Alhamdulillah, thanks Allah for every single things that You have granted to me!
A day before yesterday, 4th February....
"Ahhhh~ We need to wear the baju koperat?! Mannnnnn! I hate that shirt. My slack trouser is a bit tight and the shirt seems to be a bit small for me and it is not a long sleeve shirt but it is 3/4 sleeve (suku)! Ya Allah, i don't want to show my aurat! I can't think anything. My mind is full of "what i'm going to wear tomorrow?" "what should i wear?" Ya Allah, help me!."
"Then, later, Syazwan tweeted me "Assalamualaikum Faten. Is it true we have to wear baju koperat for the photography session tomorrow?" "Waalaikumusalam Syazwan. Emm. I'm not really sure about it. you should try to ask Kak Emmy or Kak Zera regarding it."
A few minutes later "Faten, Kak Emmy said that she will wear school uniform but she will bring the baju koperat." Ahhh~ That was totally a huge relief for me, or not really. I was actually still a bit worried. Until I cried. Haha! I was praying to Allah hoping that He will help me. I was kinda talking to Him. Seriously, i felt so close to Him when i complained about my problems to Allah that made me burst into tears. :')
Yesterday, 5th February.....
"Faten, Izan said we have to wear school uniform for the photography session today. Haha." Ya Allah! I was utterly relieved! I can't stop thanking Allah. He listened to me. It was like something miracle just happened! I was so happy for the whole day.
But.........Something bad happened! Yeah, true! Folks said that "don't be too happy because you might be too sad soon." Hmm. Me and Ana had an argue with Sahanaz. Actually, it was just a misunderstand. She even tweeted that she cried when she back home. Ahh! I felt so guilty toward Sahanaz. I was so worried.
"What will happen if i die tonight? Will i be able to apologize to Sahanaz?" I couldn't sleep! I kept thinking about it. I'm sure it would be lasting for a few days or maybe a few weeks. Ya Allah, forgive me. Help me to recover our relationship. I was so wronged to her. Yes! I cried! I was so scared if i couldn't seek for her forgiveness. :'( That thing was spinning around my mind. What exactly i thought was, "Seriously, nothing will happen. We always being like this. Whenever we quarreled, we won't talk to each other and made those awful expression. Ahh! This is so stressing me!" ut, i bear this in mind "Trust Allah. Seek for His help. He will surely help me." I kept praying and praying until i fell asleep.
Today, 6th February..........
"Eemmmm. Seems like Sahanaz was still mad at me. Hmm. How should i talk to her? She won't listen to me forsure! Nevermind, let her be." I didn't know what to do. I was being passive to her. We didn't talked much like before. Awkward feeling ever! I was being with Ana and Maria all the time. I tried to talk a lil bit and she replied. I was so glad. But still, she looked a bit mad to me." O Allah, nothing can help me except you. Help me. Soften her heart. I seek for your forgiveness!" Again, i prayed. Hajar's stories really made me bear in my mind that Allah will always help whoever who seek for His help. I won't giving up!
Later, i sat with Maria. Had some chit-chatting. Suddenly, Azierah called me. She actually sat with Sahanaz, Ana and shikin at that time. I was expecting nothing. So i went to their place. I was asking why she calling me and out of the blue Sahanaz put out a box of cup cake and said "I'm sorry about yesterday. I bought this cake for you guys." Ya Allah, i was totally shocked and stunned! I was full of silence. Like seriously, I didn't expected that she would done things like that. I was so touched with her sincerity and kindness. I burst into tears. "You shouldn't do this. We were the one who wronged. We're so sorry" I can't stop smiling and crying. Allah's power, indeed! Everything happened out of sudden. Allah granted my wishes. In my heart, i kept saying "Alhamdulillah" Allah is the greatest. All praise to Allah. Allah is merciful. Then, i started to say this in mind "Believe in Allah for whatever you're going to do in future. He know the best for you!"
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What actually i'm trying to say is, BELIEVE IN ALLAH! AlWAYS! Yes, maybe you might think that "Ahhh! My problem is too hard and big. Trust me, nothing will change." But hey, listen, that is totally a wrong thought! Nothing impossible to Allah. He is the most powerful! Keep praying to Him. InsyaAllah, He will listen to you. It is not going to be, whenever you ask Allah for something, you will get it right away! No, it is not like that. Sometimes, Allah will give what you need and not what you want. Everything that happened will always have its own reason. Trust Him. And remember, don't only remember Allah whenever you need help and have a problem, but also remember Him when you are happy and having a good time. So that He also will always remember you when you need help. Wallahua'alam.
lâ ilâha illâ allâh
Yes, Allah is the best listener ever, indeed. Today, i was totally blessed. Alhamdulillah, thanks Allah for every single things that You have granted to me!
A day before yesterday, 4th February....
"Ahhhh~ We need to wear the baju koperat?! Mannnnnn! I hate that shirt. My slack trouser is a bit tight and the shirt seems to be a bit small for me and it is not a long sleeve shirt but it is 3/4 sleeve (suku)! Ya Allah, i don't want to show my aurat! I can't think anything. My mind is full of "what i'm going to wear tomorrow?" "what should i wear?" Ya Allah, help me!."
"Then, later, Syazwan tweeted me "Assalamualaikum Faten. Is it true we have to wear baju koperat for the photography session tomorrow?" "Waalaikumusalam Syazwan. Emm. I'm not really sure about it. you should try to ask Kak Emmy or Kak Zera regarding it."
A few minutes later "Faten, Kak Emmy said that she will wear school uniform but she will bring the baju koperat." Ahhh~ That was totally a huge relief for me, or not really. I was actually still a bit worried. Until I cried. Haha! I was praying to Allah hoping that He will help me. I was kinda talking to Him. Seriously, i felt so close to Him when i complained about my problems to Allah that made me burst into tears. :')
Yesterday, 5th February.....
"Faten, Izan said we have to wear school uniform for the photography session today. Haha." Ya Allah! I was utterly relieved! I can't stop thanking Allah. He listened to me. It was like something miracle just happened! I was so happy for the whole day.
But.........Something bad happened! Yeah, true! Folks said that "don't be too happy because you might be too sad soon." Hmm. Me and Ana had an argue with Sahanaz. Actually, it was just a misunderstand. She even tweeted that she cried when she back home. Ahh! I felt so guilty toward Sahanaz. I was so worried.
"What will happen if i die tonight? Will i be able to apologize to Sahanaz?" I couldn't sleep! I kept thinking about it. I'm sure it would be lasting for a few days or maybe a few weeks. Ya Allah, forgive me. Help me to recover our relationship. I was so wronged to her. Yes! I cried! I was so scared if i couldn't seek for her forgiveness. :'( That thing was spinning around my mind. What exactly i thought was, "Seriously, nothing will happen. We always being like this. Whenever we quarreled, we won't talk to each other and made those awful expression. Ahh! This is so stressing me!" ut, i bear this in mind "Trust Allah. Seek for His help. He will surely help me." I kept praying and praying until i fell asleep.
“Jangan kamu berputus asa daripada pertolongan Allah, sesungguhnya tidak berputus asa daripada rahmat (atau pertolongan) Allah melainkan orang-orang kafir”
(Surah Yusuf: Ayat 87).
Today, 6th February..........
"Eemmmm. Seems like Sahanaz was still mad at me. Hmm. How should i talk to her? She won't listen to me forsure! Nevermind, let her be." I didn't know what to do. I was being passive to her. We didn't talked much like before. Awkward feeling ever! I was being with Ana and Maria all the time. I tried to talk a lil bit and she replied. I was so glad. But still, she looked a bit mad to me." O Allah, nothing can help me except you. Help me. Soften her heart. I seek for your forgiveness!" Again, i prayed. Hajar's stories really made me bear in my mind that Allah will always help whoever who seek for His help. I won't giving up!
Later, i sat with Maria. Had some chit-chatting. Suddenly, Azierah called me. She actually sat with Sahanaz, Ana and shikin at that time. I was expecting nothing. So i went to their place. I was asking why she calling me and out of the blue Sahanaz put out a box of cup cake and said "I'm sorry about yesterday. I bought this cake for you guys." Ya Allah, i was totally shocked and stunned! I was full of silence. Like seriously, I didn't expected that she would done things like that. I was so touched with her sincerity and kindness. I burst into tears. "You shouldn't do this. We were the one who wronged. We're so sorry" I can't stop smiling and crying. Allah's power, indeed! Everything happened out of sudden. Allah granted my wishes. In my heart, i kept saying "Alhamdulillah" Allah is the greatest. All praise to Allah. Allah is merciful. Then, i started to say this in mind "Believe in Allah for whatever you're going to do in future. He know the best for you!"
........................................................
What actually i'm trying to say is, BELIEVE IN ALLAH! AlWAYS! Yes, maybe you might think that "Ahhh! My problem is too hard and big. Trust me, nothing will change." But hey, listen, that is totally a wrong thought! Nothing impossible to Allah. He is the most powerful! Keep praying to Him. InsyaAllah, He will listen to you. It is not going to be, whenever you ask Allah for something, you will get it right away! No, it is not like that. Sometimes, Allah will give what you need and not what you want. Everything that happened will always have its own reason. Trust Him. And remember, don't only remember Allah whenever you need help and have a problem, but also remember Him when you are happy and having a good time. So that He also will always remember you when you need help. Wallahua'alam.
lâ ilâha illâ allâh
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| Cupcake that Sahanaz gave to me, Ana, Zyra and Shikin. Jazakillahu Khairan my dear. Syukran jiddan! May Allah bless you. ^^ |
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