Think positively dearself
Assalamualaikum wbt.
Okay, my exam just ended yesterday. Alhamdulillah. But, ahhhhhh~ Seriously i think that i'm not going to get any As or yes i will but maybe only for one or two As. #depress #stress #negativethought
I already knew my maths score and it was totally..........................Ugh! I feel like crying a river and yes i did. I didn't fail of course but i had a high expectation on my maths paper but it ended up.........naaahhh that's bad bro! Yeah, i was too confident that i could get A that i didn't checked my paper for the last time when i was going to hand in my paper. And now, i am full of regret. Heh! My mood was totally spoiled out since i knew my maths mark. Luckily it was Sivik paper on that day. I couldn't concentrate at all cause i was thinking about my maths mark which really disappointing me.
Seriously, this week was the worst week ever. I cried almost the whole weak. There were too many problems i got that made me felt like giving up. No, it wasn't only about my exam, but everything! Teachers, friends and even my family. And at some point, i'm missing my sister. My problems at school really distracting me. About my teachers........No, i don't want to remember about it anymore. Those harsh words, the more i think about it the more pain i will get. No, no more tears! just please...........!
Sometimes, i feel like wanna be alone only with my Lord, Allah. I won't tell my family members about my problems except for wawa. They even said that i've changed a lot since wawa left. I don't know. They won't understand me and i am okay with that. It's better for me if they didn't understand me. I just feel like it. Just now, I was on the phone with wawa. Yes, i was very happy that she called. I wanna tell her everything but i my sisters were around. Nvm, you can handle it dearself! Jangan manja and bergantung dekat wawa boleh tak?!
See, my eyes are all watery. Stop crying like a baby!
I just need some time and space. I wanna find some peace.
"La tahzan, innallahama'ana"
Okay, my exam just ended yesterday. Alhamdulillah. But, ahhhhhh~ Seriously i think that i'm not going to get any As or yes i will but maybe only for one or two As. #depress #stress #negativethought
I already knew my maths score and it was totally..........................Ugh! I feel like crying a river and yes i did. I didn't fail of course but i had a high expectation on my maths paper but it ended up.........naaahhh that's bad bro! Yeah, i was too confident that i could get A that i didn't checked my paper for the last time when i was going to hand in my paper. And now, i am full of regret. Heh! My mood was totally spoiled out since i knew my maths mark. Luckily it was Sivik paper on that day. I couldn't concentrate at all cause i was thinking about my maths mark which really disappointing me.
Seriously, this week was the worst week ever. I cried almost the whole weak. There were too many problems i got that made me felt like giving up. No, it wasn't only about my exam, but everything! Teachers, friends and even my family. And at some point, i'm missing my sister. My problems at school really distracting me. About my teachers........No, i don't want to remember about it anymore. Those harsh words, the more i think about it the more pain i will get. No, no more tears! just please...........!
Sometimes, i feel like wanna be alone only with my Lord, Allah. I won't tell my family members about my problems except for wawa. They even said that i've changed a lot since wawa left. I don't know. They won't understand me and i am okay with that. It's better for me if they didn't understand me. I just feel like it. Just now, I was on the phone with wawa. Yes, i was very happy that she called. I wanna tell her everything but i my sisters were around. Nvm, you can handle it dearself! Jangan manja and bergantung dekat wawa boleh tak?!
See, my eyes are all watery. Stop crying like a baby!
I just need some time and space. I wanna find some peace.
"La tahzan, innallahama'ana"
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