a thought

Assalamualaikum.

A thought, of mine, obviously (since it is my blog ha ha ha).

Well, it is just....nothing much.....i just feel like blogging.

Blog-sick i guess? *does the word even exist? lol*

Okay, now what i'm going to blab?


WHY I FEEL SUPER LAZY AND MESSY RIGHT NOW?

I dont feel like

• taking bath
• doing loads of homeworks sigh!
• exercising (i gain lot of weight recently haih somebody tell me how to be kurus)
• doing a productive things

And last but not least, i feel super lifeless. 

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Dear najjah,

I seriously miss the old you. That once always tarbiyah this soul, that always excited and enthusiastic in doing religious stuffs.

But now, seems like everything is gone, or probably you're not the same old. 

I miss to have street dakwah, to wassap-ing in usrah, to listen to the preach. 

Why do you becomes like this? 

Remember, what you do today is what you're going to show to Allah during the Judgement day!

If you keep doing lagha stuffs, what will you show Allah later? Don't you feel shame to yourself?

Don't you know that Allah is watching you all the times, every second, and He always hope that you're in state where you're worshipping Him. But then, it is a disappointment that you keep on forgetting him.

He is there when you need Him.

He grant your dua' when you ask Him.

He make you happy when you feel sad. 

He make it ease when you face difficulties. 

He accompany you when you're alone.

He give you sustenance when you're in need. 

Turn back to your fitrah. Be tawadhu' and a grateful servant of your Maker. Allah loves you, so love Him back. And remind yourself that whenever Allah send you His test, He never meant to burden you. Instead, that how He show His love and by sending the test, you'll be tougher to go through this worldly life. 

Najjah, this world is temporary obviously. And the death will come to you at anytime that you or anyone else can never expect. So, repent now. Never say "later". 

'The man who decide to change at twelfth hour died at eleventh hour' -hlovate

See? The angel of death won't wait till we repent to take our soul. Therefore, never delay, repent right away. 

Each time you forgot and lagha, seek for His help and protection. Don't ever miss to make dua' for yourself asking Allah to grant you hidayah. Tarbiyah others so that yourself will be tarbiyah-ed too. 

Dear najjah, 

Speak for good. Never curse or yell. Imagine, if you kept on talking things that are not availed, for every words, the malaikat jot down one sin in your 'buku amalan'. Isn't that it will turn out to be so much sins you did as you talked such things every day, every weeks and almost, every year. Nauzubillah min zalik! 

Stop back bitting and talking bad about others. Back-bitting is worse than murdering, don't you know it? 

If you ever feel unsatisfied toward others, try to forget and forgive. Try this! If you feel unsatisfied with others that means, there are people who are not satisfied with yourself too. So yea, i'm pretty sure you wont feel good if people hate you, am i right? So stop hate and talk bad about others. Allah is watching you!

Ameen.