assalamualaikum wbt and hello.

How is my form five life has been? well, busier than ever i would say.
it's feel like i don't even have time to read novel or do something like playing basketball. As busy as bee-or maybe even busier than that. eheh.

so, yeah, officially i am a KB (ketua badar), some sort of the leader of an islamic organisation in each sbp. Well, it is a big position indeed. it's been numerous time i cried due to the stress i received. But, then, come on lah right? Dunia mana yang tak ditimpa ujian kan?

Being a KB eventually make me into a better person, from a person who is less responsible to more responsible, that before i do something, i need to think about the consequence first. This position teach me a lot of things. And somehow, i am really grateful for having this opportunity, to be granted such experiences. Indeed, pengalaman mematangkan!

What so great being a KB? nothing i would say. Though i am so called as kb, i am no different like others. -ain't perfect and obviously i do have sins. Nevertheless, since i got this position, i always tell myself to be the qudwah (role model) to other students. Because, i know that, these people will look into us (KP, PKP, KB, PKB, Kapten etc) first, a leader is the one who walk their talk, isn't it? If any of us did something against the rules, then, others will start to do the same things and eventually will say "kp boleh buat kenapa kitorang takleh?"


ugh.

After all, four words,

just enjoy the thrill.

Zaman sekolah lah nak experience and try itu ini. Just try, though sometimes we made mistakes, Sebab at least, ada cikgu and kawan kawan nak tegur. Just imagine you hold such a big postition in uni, while you don't even have any experience? It's going to be like so kacau bilau i guess.

Kalau aku, aku enjoy this position (doesn't mean aku gila kuasa T.T). Living in sester as KB somehow wider my mind -in the scope of human's thought, feeling, behaviour etc. It feels like, aku dapat tengok dunia yang sebenar. I get to know my batch mates better. I get to tarbiyah myself. I get to train my mind to think about the ummah. It's great!

So, to all yang pegang jawatan besar dalam sester esp dj and sai (kp), Intan and Azim (Kapten), Fir (kb aspura), Shidi and Aisyah (Ketua Prs), let's cherish this opportunity and be a good leader.

We stand for graixat, promise?

Smile.

and let's build a better ummah.

Graixat, for ummah we stand.


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