New breathe in sester

Assalamualaikum w

I miss maaaaaaa baby blog T.T

Alhamdulillah for all the blessing, alhmdulillah for the time Allah gives. :)

*la la nurdhinnasu bi mala'....* (murmuring kun anta songs ^^)

eheh.

Lots of things had happened really, either in a bad way or a good way.
I can feel that SPM is coming so soon, within few months. And no one will ever say they have fully prepared trust me.
However, Alhamdulillah for the hidayah Allah has granted to my friends and me myself.
At least, sekarang ada lah jugak kesedaran nak study. tsk tsk.
But I tell you, my friends, especially aspura are studying like crazy! One of them had even slept at 5 am just for the sake to study History and I was like "Asal korang study kuat gila ni weh T.T"

Well, work more to gain more isn't it?

Oh, you know what, recently we had Qiamulail for almost every week and i love it.
Cikgu Nurlina once has said to my batch "nak tengok kejayaan sesebuah batch tengok saf subuh dia".
Indeed! Even Islam itself can be seen as a strong group if the subuh prayer's saf is full. :)

Since the day we had opened the 'tabir' in the surau, I think so many changes happened, i mean a good one. Subuh's saf during the weekend the least will be 2 and half, which it can be considered as quite a lot, Right after the qiamulail, most of Sesterian will be studying first before going to breakfast. Still tho, i can't guarantee that this kind of surrounding will still exist after our examination week or it only last when the exams ended. -.-' I hope it won't be so.

So, how about my life?
Hm, so far so good. Not as lagha as before tho hehe (except for today-blogging is considered as lagha ;P) Sometimes, i do feel homesick, tho i just came back from holidays (3 days je pun -.-). But still, I haven't going back to my home in Kl. This whole time i keep on balik Kampung since we only have like 3 to 4 days holiday. Sigh. Takpe takpe, in 5 more days i'm going homiessss. eheheh

From the aspect of time management, I think, i've made a lot of improvement.
Thanks Allah, finally i know how to use my Prep time wisely, i mean, no more sleeping, to prep means to study.
Tho sometimes i do feel sleepy, but Alhamdulillah, once our nawaitu is set correctly, whatever coming, it's going to be fine. If we set our niat that we really do want to sudy, so that we can get scholarship in the future, get strainght As etc, eventually we will be determined to focus on our study.
That's why Prophet Muhammad saw once has said "Innama a'malu binniat" every action is depending on the niat. So, tajdid your niat in whatever you're going to do. Tell Allah your niat. For example "Ya Allah, aku nak study harini, jadi permudahkanlah ya Allah."
Put your full trust towards Allah, He'll definitely grants all your wishes.

Ohh, and to be honest, a positive surrounding is very important to influence us to be positive too. Alhamdulillah, that Allah has granted me such a positive buddies ever, Ani, becky, Lily, Dirah etc. They always tell me to study, in fact they always study for the whole time, which cause me to start studying each time i saw them studying. I even competiting with Ani in this upcoming exam. hehehe. Well, let's work for the deal Ani. ;p

I don't know how to describe my feeling to live in Sester. At times, i feel happy, sad, bolok (word in terengganu meaning kucar kacir kut), excited, and ahh they're all mixed.

But the thing that I always know is, tomorrow will always be great no matter how bad is today..............if and only when we DEPENDS AND TRUST ALLAH. :D

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