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Assalamualaikum wbt.

I just.....................Hm. Still speechless and surprised. Never thought that he's going to suffer such disease. I'm sorry to hear that bro. 

Today, my friends and I were at the HUKM. We're visiting our senior, Hasbi. It may sound a little bit crazy to visit him cause we're not even close to him and we're not sure whether he know us or not. But,  who even care? At least, we have the good intention to visit him and give him support. We are such a concerned junior, don't you think so? Heh! Kidding. 

Told ya, it was my first time to visit people in the hospital, frankly speaking. Never expect that my first time experience is going to be visiting him. Hehe. And since my friends also had never been to HUKM before, we seem to be so silly wandering around searching for Hasbi's ward. Haha. Actually, there were two doors there. The first door is for the ward 6A until 6E. We didn't know about it so we just simply enter the door and looked around for his ward. And of course we didn't find it. Then, we found another door which located quite far from the lift. While wandering, suddenly Sahanaz went to one of the nurses there (she's wearing spectacles) and asked "Kak, tahu tak katil pesakit nama Hasbi mana satu?" So the nurse  said "Oh, dia duduk katil no.11" And we were like? "Lahhhhhhh..........Padanlah tak jumpa." So we walked in and suddenly sahanaz said to me "Hazim....Hazim.....Dia kat belakang" I turned back. Argh! Why we must bump into him. Lol, of course we will since Hazim is Hasbi's brother. We walked slowly. Awkward. Seriously, I felt like wanna go home back cause I'm not daring enough to see him. Haha. Imagine, we went there. Say hi to Hasbi and suddenly he said, who's the hell are you guys? Oh mayn, hahahahh. Ok, enough.

So, we followed Hazim. He then stopped in front of a bed and 'selak' the curtain. We went so gelabah out of sudden. Everyone hesitated to go in. "Kau lah jalan dulu" "Kau lah. Masuk lah dulu weh" "Aku tak berani lah. Pergi lah dulu" "Kau lah" See? We're always being like this. Childish us. So we finally decided to made a step together. Hasbi's father was there and he said something in such a low voice that I only heard "Sembahyang" and I thought "Oh, hasbi tengah semayang". Actually Hasbi was laying on his bed doing nothing. His mother the one that was praying. Bla bla bla, so we finally greet him and say hi to him. AWKWARD! Yes, we do. We're being awkward that we didn't talk much. Hasbi was wearing a mask so that the virus won't spread to anybody else when he was talking. Hazim and his father left us. I just.........Hm. Pitied him. Felt so sad to see him in such condition. Maria almost burst into tears and so do I. It's just too................sadden. Ah! He looked so thin. And his voices were so slow. -It's my first time talking to him. Hasbi, stay strong bro, know you can beat it. Fight against it bro. Get well soon. Syafakallah senior. 

Ah~ my eyes seems to burst into tears again. Hm. Keep on praying bro. Have faith on Allah. He will always be there for you. Bro, we'll always pray for your health, we'll support you. -Sincerely, us. 

Oh, happy mothers' day by the way :)