Hijrah

Assalamualaikum.

Hm, few hours before stepping into next year, spm year! Time is running too fast. This year has been so much wonderful to me. Alhamdulillah.
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Hijrah, changing into a better one. Hijrah ni boleh macam macam tau, hijrah tempat ke tempat, hijrah sikap, hijrah pemikiran, you name it. I don't know, whether aku ni hijrah ke tak, tapi.... haih let's say i did lah kan.

From a die hard fan of kpop to a person who so-not-going-into kpop at all.
From, a person who used to wear tudung bidang 45 to a person who wears tudung bidang 50/60.
From a music lovers to a quranic lover.

Alhamdulillah, indeed all of these because of the Mercy that Allah had granted to me. He give me the hidayah and i hope He won't turn my heart from the right path. Indeed, i am totally nothing without Him.
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Hijrah, is it hard?
Entah lah. As far as i know, and i've experienced, the journey to be a better person is fun and challenging. There'll be time when you're going to cry, smile, hopeless, fearless, lifeless, hopeful and more. By right, it is all about how you overcome all those feelings and how far did you put your dependence on Allah.

Hijrah, it must be a journey full of obstacles, right?
That's absolutely correct. Even, wherever or whenever you're, there'll always be a test and obstacles.

"(He) Who created death and life to test you (as to) which of you is best in deed -and He is Exalted in Might, He is the Most Forgiving." (Al-mulk:2)

See, our death and our life are both meant to be a place full of test to see whether are we a real mukminin or we are just a fasiqun- nauzubillahiminzalik.

I still remember how terrible i was banged when i was form 3, the moment i started to wear 'pelapik dagu'. Some teachers looked at us like 'betul ke tak budak ni' 'ajaran sesat ke ni?'

Sigh. i'm totally feeling so frustrated and fed up on everything that i ended up not wearing the pelapik dagu anymore by the end of the year.
But Alhamdulilla for the hidayah and the strength Allah had gave me that I started to wear it back again this year.
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To remain istiqomah in hijrah and doing worship is the hardest stage. Can't deny sometimes i did go astray. Sometimes i did feel like wanna turn back, like having what they called 'teenagers life', enjoy and have fun all the time. But again, hadza min fadli rabbi. All the hidayah granted is the greates gift from Allah swt, the most Merciful. Everytime I started to lagha, Allah will send me a person to always remind me.
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What is the very first step to hijrah. 
First, to hijrah, all you need is courage. Therefore, try to find a person who can support you when you are going to hijrah. Because in my opinion, people always take a ribbing (digoda) by the syaitan when they're alone and in a sadness (due to no support given when she/he is in hijrah). So, make a good friend with a good person.

A good friend and a bad friend are like a perfume-seller and a blacksmith: The perfume-seller might give you some perfume as a gift, or you might buy some from him, or at least you might smell its fragrance. As for the blacksmith, he might singe your clothes, and at the very least you will breathe in the fumes of the furnace.” [Bukhari, Muslim]

See? the hadith itself had remind us the consequence making friend between a good and a bad friend. Well, that doesn't mean you gotta to stay away when a bad pal try to make friend with you cause sometimes, people who we might think he/she is worst than us, are actually way better than us. Don't judge a book by it's cover right? But the most important thing you need to remember is, make friends and do good to everyone (without looking at their background), but never get influence to their bad attitudes. Instead, bring them to the right path. Who knows, they wanted to change so bad, but then, they just don't know how to make it real. :) So peeps, keep husnudzon! May Allah grants everyone hidayah and kindness.

Oh, and also remember the reason why you hijrah. Yes, everything is for the sake of Allah swt, lillahitaala! Therefore, you should put all your trust on Him. Everytime things are not going on track, spill everything out to Allah on your prayers. There will be a time when you will feel like being alone and alienate yourselves. To be honest, during the alienation is the right time to gain strength cause all you left with is,Allah. He is the only one who hear all you sad story, and He the one who give you happiness. You definitely will totally rely on Allah that you won't care what people are going to say anymore. Well, the alienation is just unrivaled and precious. So, don't get too doleful, cause hey, you own such a loyal companion and protector with you.
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Well, enough of blabbing i guess. haha. So, people, i really hope that everyone will be granted hidayah to change and turn to be the best muslim insyaallah. Never delay your repentance, cause our death is unpredictable and cannot be delayed. It can be right after this. So, let's turn to Allah right away. May Allah forgives everyone.




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