Praises

Assalamualaikum wbt.

"Wahhh! Sejuk mata memandang ukhti ni..."

"You're so nice and beautiful Mashaallah!"

"Hi, tweetfemes/instafemes..."

"Baiknya awak nih.."

I wonder if there is anyone who hate compliments? Hmm.
Surely, some will say yes, but, gah! Kinda hard for me to believe tho. People will always feel it is very nice to be praised right? never met one who say they hate compliments.
Well, the same goes to myself, I always do love compliments because it gives me some kind of spirit to always be good in doing something. It always motivate me and help me to be better.

But, there is one thing that sometimes bother me a lot, which i really hate it. The jealousy of seeing someone being better than me. Astaghfirullahalazim! Sometimes, this feeling freak me out, that i'm scared this envious feeling will cause all the worship i done ended up being nothing and vain!

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As everybody know (or maybe not -.-), i've deactivated my instagram. Yeay?
Well,i guess it is something that i should be proud of, since i've made a progress in the journey of being a better person right? Last year i've deactivated my twitter, and this year, the same goes to my instagram, since these two things are my major distraction all the time. sigh! So now, i only left with blog and facebook  account. Why i am still going on with them?? Well, because they don't really distract me, plus, i use my facebook account more likely to manage badar sester page and blog, i just need them for the time being. I hate to quit from writing a blog tho i'm pretty sure this blog is absolutely uninteresting, like who on earth will ever read this blog anyway? Ahah!

Besides, i also use both of them to convey dakwah. Most of people are internet citizens, so i should use the internet as the medium to spread the deen eventhough i know, facebook and blog kinda lame, and people are more likely going into twitter and instagram, but yeah, lebih banyak lagha daripada berdakwah lah kut kalau aku jadi one of them who own ig and twitter account. eheh.

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Macam instagram, haih......Sometimes, i do feel disappointed to see some of the niqabis or muslimah or anything in between, post their images, with the caption written below

"Moga Allah redha dengan apa yang aku lakukan..." (this is only an example, i repeat: an example)

Haih, astaghfirullahalazim. May Allah protect us all the time and give us hidayah!

I'm seriously don't have any intention to offend anyone or being judgemental, seriously. I've been through this, yes, i've been through the jahiliyah moment. And, i don't want others to be what i was like before. Each woman in islam, is like a diamond. Ada ke korang tengok, berlian emas etc ditayang tayang macam mintak nak kena curi? No right! So the same goes to us. We're precious and priceless even more than the diamond! Jadi, jangan tayang tayang muka like, we're hoping someone (ajnabi) will fall in love with us or pat us on the back. And more, apa guna korang pakai niqab if you still have the feeling of showing yourselves to others? Aren't they are being wore in order to protect you from the ajnabi?

And the caption is just............................

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So, apa kaitan gambar gambar tu dengan being love to be praised anyway? haaaaa, hahahaha! Entahlah, it's kinda a tarbiyah for myself kut from stop being envy if anyone praising others for their beauty. And to give myself a support to prove that it is worth to delete my ig. :') Well, let sacrifice for the sake of Allah cause Allah had prepared something even greater in reward.

Oh, and let me tell you a secret.

Kalau nak bakal zauj yang menjaga pandangan, we ourselves pun kena lah jaga diri and prevent from being seen by others. 

".........good women are meant for good men, and good men are meant for good women........" (An-nur:26)


Hmm,thinking of writing a special post about how can i hijrah on the next post inshaallah.
May Allah bless everyone.
Jazakallah for reading, with love, FN.