What a mess.
Assalamualaikum wbt.
Haih, it's almost the third time i re-packing my luggage, and yet, there are still some stuffs left which i have no idea at all where shall i put them into since all bags are fully packed. T.T
I don't know whether i'm the one who bad at packing stuff or the bags aren't enough, but haih everything is such at mess right now that I don't feel like packing up my stuffs and going back to Sester.
Seriously, time flew just in a blink of eyes, i mean like, Ya Allah, i'm still wanting to stay a little bit longer in KL, i still wanted to spend more time with my family and i'm not ready to be back at school yet and study 24/7. Nah, i just don't want to take a single step from this super comfy life i'm living right now.
I don't know why i had this feeling of being so lazy to be back in Sester. I wanted those feelings when i first started to be in there, excited to meet new friends and make new living in hostel (like it was the coolest place ever -since sester the only sbp that didn't use dormitory system yey eheh).
I wanted to be keen in studying so bad. And you know what, i didn't study at all during my holidays, and simply wasted them into unnecessary things. Sigh, i always being regret only when everything is just too late to be changed. T.T
"haih, dearself come to your sense and face the reality. You ain't no more forth former that you'll be sitting for the most important exam in your school days, which is SPM!!!!!!"
Chill, takpe, don't easily give up. There isn't too late to repent. (ayat penyedap hati gituh)
Well, still and all, i am a muslim, the ummah of Prophet Muhammad Saw. Hence, i need to be good in all perspective, not only in behavior, manners, characters but also in knowledge. Furthermore, people nowadays easily getting influenced with educated people rather than non-educated people. I mean, once you have a lot of knowledge, eventually people will have respects towards you because they know that your IQ level is higher than them and you must be better in debating etc. That's why Rasulullah saw has said that it is an obligation for us to seek knowledge.
This is because, without knowledge how can we convince people to embrace islam, meanwhile we ourselves don't have any idea what is islam all about. Plus, we need to have variety kind of knowledge so that we can know people's thinking and will find a way to manipulate them in order to prove that Islam is the true religion. That's why the first wahyu that Allah sent to our Prophet Muhammad saw was 'Iqraa!' which means 'Read!' or more in depth translated as to seek knowledge by reading, instead of asking him to convey dakwah. So that, he will go and preaching with ilm and know what Islam has taught and will also practice it the way Allah asked. Well, actions speak louder that words right? In fact that was what Rasulullah had showed to us. Dakwah through action, which I think it is way more affective!
Agama islam taught us towards doing good things, which it is actually our fitrah and our nature. So when we did a good deeds, people will eventually see how beautiful is islam as it taught it's believer to do such and such. And if Allah wills, they propably will get attracted to islam and convert!
And now, still have reasons to be lazy in seeking knowledge and study? *cynical smile*
Tepuk dahi.
So, sesterian or anyone who are so called as students, studying is also a worship. Instead of saying
"Parents aku yang suruh study" try to say "Sebab Allah yang suruh aku cari ilmu"
and from
"Aku nak dapat straight As so that aku akan dapat hidup senang di kemudian hari" to
"Aku nak dapat straight As so that aku boleh jadi qudwah hasanah buat orang lain dan guna kejayaan ini untuk sebarkan agama Allah."
Senang cerita, tajdid niat okay? Put Allah as the reason behind all the actions you're going to take. Insyaallah, Allah will ease you. :)
Haih, it's almost the third time i re-packing my luggage, and yet, there are still some stuffs left which i have no idea at all where shall i put them into since all bags are fully packed. T.T
I don't know whether i'm the one who bad at packing stuff or the bags aren't enough, but haih everything is such at mess right now that I don't feel like packing up my stuffs and going back to Sester.
Seriously, time flew just in a blink of eyes, i mean like, Ya Allah, i'm still wanting to stay a little bit longer in KL, i still wanted to spend more time with my family and i'm not ready to be back at school yet and study 24/7. Nah, i just don't want to take a single step from this super comfy life i'm living right now.
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Wohooo! Enough whining lah dey. *slaping my cheek*I don't know why i had this feeling of being so lazy to be back in Sester. I wanted those feelings when i first started to be in there, excited to meet new friends and make new living in hostel (like it was the coolest place ever -since sester the only sbp that didn't use dormitory system yey eheh).
I wanted to be keen in studying so bad. And you know what, i didn't study at all during my holidays, and simply wasted them into unnecessary things. Sigh, i always being regret only when everything is just too late to be changed. T.T
"haih, dearself come to your sense and face the reality. You ain't no more forth former that you'll be sitting for the most important exam in your school days, which is SPM!!!!!!"
Chill, takpe, don't easily give up. There isn't too late to repent. (ayat penyedap hati gituh)
.
.
.
Agama islam taught us towards doing good things, which it is actually our fitrah and our nature. So when we did a good deeds, people will eventually see how beautiful is islam as it taught it's believer to do such and such. And if Allah wills, they propably will get attracted to islam and convert!
.
.
.
And now, still have reasons to be lazy in seeking knowledge and study? *cynical smile*
Tepuk dahi.
So, sesterian or anyone who are so called as students, studying is also a worship. Instead of saying
"Parents aku yang suruh study" try to say "Sebab Allah yang suruh aku cari ilmu"
and from
"Aku nak dapat straight As so that aku akan dapat hidup senang di kemudian hari" to
"Aku nak dapat straight As so that aku boleh jadi qudwah hasanah buat orang lain dan guna kejayaan ini untuk sebarkan agama Allah."
Senang cerita, tajdid niat okay? Put Allah as the reason behind all the actions you're going to take. Insyaallah, Allah will ease you. :)
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Okay, now i shall start packing my back again and make sure everything is in the bags.-.-
Oh, and maybe i won't be updating till...................
I'm not sure either. Haha.
Well, spm lah katakan ye dok?
So, take a good care of yourselves, and also your iman hehe.
Put me in your dua' as well.
May Allah bless everyone.
Happy schooling. eheh.
Much love, FN.
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